MEncari KEmbali CInta Allah...

Assalamualaikum…..

Sudah lama tngan ini tidak menaip ceritaku d blog inie.. bkn ape..sblm nie bussy ckit…. Berkaitan dengan post kali nie…..mencari kembali Cinta Allah…

Macamana aku boleh tersedar y sebnrnya ak sdh terlalu leka dngan dunia…. Yang aku semakin jauhhhhh dengan Allah….??

 Semalam… saat aku x dpt melelapkn mata..ak mula berfikir dan dan menyedari bahawa..ak sudah semakin jauh dari Allah….

Dahulu ak slalu tabah menghadapi ujianNya.. menerima semua y diberi walaupn pahit dengan hati yang ikhlas.. dan tidak pernah sekali ak bersedih..tapi sekarang tidak..ak seperti mnyalahkn Allah..dangan ape yang berlaku… dan kerana itulah ak kerap menagis tanpa sebab y munasabah… Astarghfirullah….

Sesungguhnya ak sngat merindui saat ak ménages teresak2 kerna Allah… bukan kerana manusia.. kerana menyedari aku manusia yang lemah y x sepatutnya ak menerima cinta dan pertolongan dariNya… Dahulu kerap kali ak melakukn amalan2 sunat..tapi sekarang…bagaikn terkubur…. Ak tau aku mula berubah di sebabkn ak x dpt menerima bahawa aku terpaksa meninggalkn my degree life…

Skunk ak sudah menyedari bahawa Apa y brlaku ader hikmahnya… sedikit demi sedikit ak mula sedar…. Maafkn hambamu ini ya Allah… ak manusia yang lemah y selalu melakukan dosa… Inilah lumrah hidup sebagai seorg manusia...bila bnda y kita x iginkn berlaku..kita salahkn Allah... tapi Allah selalu memaafkn hambanya.. betapa pemurahnyer Allah..tapi ak x sdr semua tu... hurm..

Ak merasa ketika ak mula mnjauhimu..hati ini sangat x tenteram..solat 5 waktu yang aku kerjakn x mndapat nikmat nya…. Smakin bnyak dosa yang ak lakukn… selalu menangis…

ak berjanji akn berubah sedikit demi sedikit… karna bukan mudah untk berubah kearah kebaikan..kita memerlukan istiqamah yang tnggi.. moga Kau titip kn sedikit nur hidayah mu untk aku…..amien….

bole sy pergi jauh????

i feel i wanna go far2 away...away from all this....
i hate it.....
or maybe just let i sleep 4 along period of time.....
plez..... sy da x snggup.....:(

Birds Watching at Taiping Lake Garden..:)

Assalamualaikum........................

Oke really tired.......why?? bcos sy bru jer balek dri taiping..........hweeeeeeeeeee..(tiru adam)...y pling pentg time p campign nie.. sy dpt jgk try equestrian nie....one word i can say is awesome..!!!!!!!!!!!!

b4 sy story psl tittle post sy utk klinie... i wanna tell the world that i miss him..da tisu boy..uhuhu.. dier bru abes exam module prtama..so holiday 4 one week....;)

budak tisuuuuuuuuu

 start the story... sy mula brtolak ke taiping dalm jam 6.30 pg... so kul 5.30 pg da bgn.... yea nseb bek trsedr...tkoot sgt x trsdr sbb mlm uh skype ngn bdk tisu smpi kul 1 lbh..huuh..
pejalann dri ipoh ke taiping hnya dlm sejam jer....luper plak nk ckp sy sertai camping ngan AJ my classmate..


kami mula2 tgk burng kat scothill.... tmpt uh giller tggi..nseb bek leh nek gne keta..uhuhuh:P
lps tgk beberape ekor burung gne binocular n zooming camera, mmng nmpk ngn jelas brg uh..
lupa nk ckp y bird watching nie kita tgk birds y dtg brhijrah dr russia..huuh
kat scothill nie best..kita dpt tgk selurh bndr taiping...sgt chntekkkkkk..huhu

                                                                        

 lps ltih tgk burung.... sy..kak mhfuzh..aj n kak mai p picnic tepi Taiping Lake Garden....  kami beli air n nasi..then mkn..uhu tp ape y bestnye ader petai... kak mai y bwk dri umah..huhu terbaek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


oke ptg tu plak.. lps sdh msk... utk barbeque mlm uh...kami pegi swimmng... tp ak x leh mndi sgt sbb lupa bwk bekas cntct lens n bajuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..huhu sgt bes....


Then mlm...after solt maghrib..kami prepared 4 barbq time.....kena cpt2 msk sbb lam kul 8 mlm ader talks psl birds... fortunately ak..aj...n kak mai x pegi..sbb kak mhfuzh x cht...so kami la y kena bkr aym uh.... tp y excitngnyer....  smbil bkr aym..smbil mkn....tgk cam Aj nie.. bnyk kot dier bnti aymm..huuhu sy pn samer..hwahwhhha..ayam uh kamie mkn ng sos black paer..n wadges greng ..sos balck paper dibwat oleh chik lokman..mmng terbaek r... utg istri dier...
pyh kot nk cri laki y teror msk....ala x teror msk jd chef asstnt (cam adam ) pn da ckup..huhu tlong istri msk.. kn romntik uh..huuh:P

AJ teruja mkn aym y di sludup snyp..ahaha

mlm uh kamie tdo dlm khemah..igt er sejuk rupa2nyer pns gillerssss.... 


Kesokn arinye pgi2 lagi ne wat sarapn..uhhu lps uh bird watchng time... kalinie kat tasik taiping...pergh bnyk giler birds........ bnyk journalist n pencinta burng dtg... they all bring thier awesome camera.... mmng salut r kat diorg......
cnth brg y kmie tgk..brg raja udg.. hidden bird..big eaters bird..eagle n bnyk lgie..(lupa name sbb pelik sume namenya)

 Lastly... equestrian time.... oke first time riding a horse..... spectaculars n totally funnnnnnnnn.......
this is the best experience..sy jgk di beri peluang beri mknn kat kuda.....woot2.....  

kmie sumer balek ke ipoh lam kul 10.30 pg... pergh sgtttt letih..tp bestttttttttttttttttttttttt..uhhuuh hope dpt pegi lgie....... sbb Taiping sgt chntek...bnyk lgie tmpt n benda sy nk bwat kat saner....ride ATV..jln2 kat taiping....  p zoo taiping.. mndaki bkt lart n bla..bla..bla..uhhuhu thats all  tqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq......

Everything is lie...................

I thought you were my love......I thought you were my everything....I believed that you would be my last love.....

I laughed only for you...I lived only for you
I believed in your love and that it was happiness

Guess what...It’s all lies. All lies...Your love for me was all lies...You’ve hurt me so...You left me crying

You said you’ll love only me, protect only me...Your love was all lies
You took away my heart and my love and leaving me was love....

Being loved by one person.....Giving love to one person...
I foolishly believed that person would be you...


To say it was love was a lie
Saying that you loved me was a lie
Saying it was eternal was a lie
Left me Only with the words that she’ll come back
Where did you go???
WHere did you go We’re falling further & further apart
I’ll love only you

Just in case you came back, back to me  ...cos I can’t love again
Even though you hurt me, and saddened me
I’m waiting only for you

It’s all lies, All lies.....Our separation was all a lie
Because you are my love, my all
I’m waiting only for you

Kisah Anak Kecil pada Hari Raya

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....

Suatu ketika di Hari Raya, Sewaktu Rasulullah SAW  hendak pergi ke masjid, Baginda mendapati seorang anak yang masih kecil sedang menangis di sebuah sudut jalan. Rasulullah yang sangat berhati lembut dan penyayang kemudian mendatangi anak kecil tersebut, lalu bertanya kepadanya : "Wahai anak, hari ini semua orang sedang bergembira dengan datangnya Hari Raya Idul Fitri, tetapi kamu terlihat menangis seorang diri disini, apa yang terjadi?"

Anak kecil itu menjawab: "Aku sedih, teman-temanku semua bergembira dengan ibu dan ayah mereka, mereka memakai baju baru dan perhiasan baru, sedangkan orang tuaku telah bercerai, ibuku menikah dengan orang lain, ayah tiriku tidak peduli denganku. Dan aku tidak mungkin dapat membeli baju baru."

Rasulullah SAW kemudian tersenyum haru, lantas memeluk anak kecil tersebut dengan penuh kasih, bagaikan anak Baginda sendiri. Setelah itu Rasulullah berkata padanya : "Wahai anak kecil yang dikasihi Allah, maukah jika engkau menjadi anakku, aku menjadi ayahmu, dan Aisyah menjadi ibumu?"

Dengan terharu dan senyum yang tidak dapat terlukisakan, anak itu kemudian memeluk Rasulullah dengan erat, air matanya mengalir karena merasakan kebaikan dan kasih sayang Rasulullah kepada dirinya.

Rasulullah SAW kemudian menggendong anak kecil itu dan membawa ke rumah, kemudian menyerahkannya kepada Sayidatina Aisyah untuk dimandikan. Maka beberapa saat kemudian, si anak kecil yang sebelumnya dekil, kotor, bau dan berantakan itu berubah menjadi bagaikan bidadari kecil yang harum dan cantik.

Begitulah kasih sayang Baginda Rasulullah SAW, sanggup mengasihi dan menghibur orang lain demi kebahagiannya. Baginda sangat sayang terutama kepada anak-anak yang masih belum ada dosa. Marilah kita berusaha meneladani akhlak Rasulullah yang sungguh agung, yaitu alah satunya dengan berkasih sayang sesama manusia.

selamat ari rayer...

x knl maka x cinta.....huks3

Assalamualaikum..(gaya cam proffesor essy kat radio hot)


hurm..pjam celik..pejam celik..da 8 ari kita brpuasa yer.... haish cptnyer mase brlalu...alhamdulillah...stkt nie jgk ak x tnggl lg puasa... hope taun nie ak dpt penuh kn sebuln brpuasa...amien....

hurm..tgh prpikir..lol

oke.. brbalek kpd tajuk post... TAK KENAL MAKA TAK CINTA... post cam gatal jer kn..hehe... tp nie bkn 4 any relationship tp utk course RADIOGRAPGHY y ak ambek skunk..... ak raser fun r stdy bnda nie....huuh mula2 tu mmng r raser grm kot.. sbb kena ambek corse y bnyk trdedh ngn radiation nie... tp bila ak da strt blaja ..actually quite fun..sbb dpt tau aper y ader lam bdn kita...... dpt tau pnyakit.... dpt tau ubt aper..n mcm2 lg..uhhu


aper y bwat ak start suka time ak tgk image y diambil time x-ray nie.... sbnrnya.. x ray bkn focus pd chest atu kaki..tgn or kpla... tp bnyk lg... cnth perut..usus...otak.... kidney...breast...n many more.... n i though b4 this x-ray nie  only focus about tulng..tp sgt slh...uhuhu.... mcm2 leh kita wat ngn x-ray ne... 

ak gak sgt x sbr nk pergi clinical... nk raser sndiri experience nie.... nk tgk camne kerenah patient..n usya docter..(joke):P


actually radiography nie trbahagi kepd bnyak bhagian.. ader mamography..general x ray... hysterosalpingography... even n bnyk lgie...uhhu bkn sumer x ray mngunakn radiation tau..Magnetic Resounence  imaging (MRI) n ultra sound x mnggunakn radiation tau.... n kat cinie gak sy nk prbetulkn psl perspektif org psl radigrapher nie... diorg ckp lau jd radiographer akn mndul.......grrr SALAH!!!!!!.... mmng radiation akn mnyebabkn mandul..tp... be a radiographer mest practic tntg protection from radiation atau concept y kami pgng ALARA....bdk2 radiographer tau meaning nyer..huuh:P


cam tadie... ak punya group present pasal...HYSTEROSALPINGOGRAPHY.... bnda nie adelah special x ray y digunakn utk examine psl maslh y brlaku pd fallopian tube n ureters wanita.... hurm.. da la skit tekak..present plak dlm hall y besar..n mnggunakn mike..haha da mcm lecturer..uhuh alhamdulillah our presentation brjln ngn lncr.... this is some image psl tjuk y sy presnt... 

 td gak ader sorg mamat nie..bleh dier prasan ak nk kat dier ya ampun...tulun r.... ak x der mud kot nk suka2 kat org skunk nie.... da la adeq x mau r..org kwn jer kot..aduyai pun adui...lgpn.. cinta ku masih pd my ex kot.... prasan.... 


some pic lps presentation td...

anyway birthday ak da nk dkt...thats mean no more teens..uhhuhu.. 14 august..hurm..raser cam da x der mood nk smbut brthday.... taun nie smbut sorg2 la nmpaknyer..... sdih tu mmng la sdh..tp nk wat camne..naseb idup.. family mmng sah2 da x igt.. kwn..cuma arapkn fb jer....  ak trngin sgt nk dpt adiah time birthday..haha sabo je la...hope bila umr ak da mngkat 20 nie..ak da jd makin matured.....heheh that's all..
mumuah...<3


Nora Yusof

life with new environment :)

Assalamualaikum…..

Dah sebulan 6 ari da  sy stdy kat tempat bru nie atau lbh dikenali ngn unikl RCMP…. Stkat nie sy da start fall in love with this corse….. walaupn mula2 mmng sgt x suka…. Dtg cinie pn giler x rela…. Tp demi parents ak dtg gak…. Alhamdulillah after kena brain wash ngn sir dean n sokongn dri Mr faizal.. ak da start oke with my new environment nie….

Me n pejai

Ak sgt brsyukur ader membr cam faizal. Dier sntiasa bg ak smngt… x pn mrh2 ak lau ak mls..suka on9..hhehe..nasehat dier sgt brguna...dier juga slalu ader bila ak sedih..gumbira...n in confused mood ..thanks pejai… I’m proud to has frenz mcm awk…peeps

Slain tu gak ak nk ucp thanks gak pd member2 ak kat cinie sbb sgt sporting n happening… we share the sad n happiness together… bln pose nie sgt best sbb dpt msk samer2 ngn korng.. dpt kongsi mknn samer2…kita sesame dpt brjimat..thanks sbb dpt trima ak  walupn  prngai cam knk2.. ak tau korng slalu igt kn ak sbb prngai ak cam budak2. ingt ayt shieda.."nora igt awk tu da 2..0..bkn 18 mcm kamie"....ngee… I hope kita x brpecah walaupn nnt mariam..mira..najla da kena p Teluk intan..tp nnt kita leh jumpa an…uhhu ak brsyukur ader mmber cam korang…shieda..mariam..teha..g-hah..mira..bum2…aunni…najla…niesya..and bro.. love u gurlss..uhhu

Skunk gak da msk 2 minggu ak jd single..hurm… seyes ak bgtaw.. x penah sedetik ak lupa kat dier…. Utk cri pnganti dier cam x mngkin jer…. Bia ak jd cam sir r… single smpi skunk lps break ngn awek dier  lau pn da brape taun brlalu….. mmng ade y oke..tp nie soal hatie… payh kot… bia ak rwt lu hati nie.. bia mase jga y mnntukn segalanya… tp seyes ak ckp.. I miss him so much… pic2 masih ader lg dlm phone n lappy.. stgh org laud a break akn dlete suma pic n buang suma brng y relate ngn org tu.. tp ak x.. ak x snggup…even 1 pic pn ak x snggup dlete…ak x prnh mrh kat dier aper y dier bwat kat ak…syg ader r..:P. Aritu air mater ak menglir stelah sekian lamer ak cbe thn n x mau nges sbb bnda cam nie…. Ak nges jgk bila my mom tnya psl dier… its really hard to say that our relationship was over……lps jer ltk telefon ak terus mnges… walupn  dpn bdk class ak sbb time tu depa suma dok tnggu bas nk balek hostel… nseb bek ader mmber ak tngkn ak..thanks korng…someone ask me… naper igt lg kat org y da x nk kat kita…ak ckp bkn sng nk lupa kat sesorg y btul2 kita syg… dier kater sng je..jus buka atie kat org len… ckp mmng seng…tp nk bukak ati kat org tu y ssh.. dtg la hensem ke.. kaya ke… stay x leh nyer…. Y klakar ader org suh ak anggp my ex x ensem..haha dia mmng x ensem pn..haha tp tu r… cinta x knl rupa atau saper dier skali pn…y bwat ak x leh lupa sal dier  sbb ak ader 2 org member y giller pekat ckp kedah…n ader je sesuatu y bwat ak trgt kat dier..hurm…L  

 skunk bia r ak focus ngn stdy lu…org kater lau bussy dpt lupakn mslh n kesedihan kita… lgpn radiography nie pyh jugk sbnrnya..nk compare ngn cos sc admin y ak ambek lu…. Tp y nie lbh fun.. sbb dpt blja tntng tbh bdn kita… dpt tau virus2 n pnyakit…. Radiasi…n bnyak lg……

lupa nk ckp psl subject kat cini... ak pling suka sbject physics..hehe walupn ssh tp tu y bwat dier bes...huhu slen tu patient mangmnt...anatomy...n..pathology....best kot stdy pathology..sbb blaja psl pnykit... virus n mcm2 lg..uhhu y ak krng cikit skunk diagnostic imaging.. mgkn msih new lg ot....

ak gak ader bnyak presntation utk bel.. n kena bwat video drama psl NO SMOKING campaign..huhu mnggu dpn gak ader 3 test...huhu

hope dpt setelkn semuanie ngn jayanyer...

I noe I should be thankful to Allah dgn ujian y diberi.. sbb ape y brlaku brsebb….  Dan sbb tu untk kebaikn kita..x pn utk kebaikn org y kita syg..  skunk  ak rase lbh tng…n I hope ak dpt perform well ngn cos nie..n be a gud radiographer…amien

Nora yusof..:P

its easy 4 u but hard 4 me....

assalamualaikum.....


first n foremost.....  Salam Ramadhan bwat semua saudara seagama ku... hope taun nie dpt puasa penuh...amien........


lps idup single nie len plak raser..haha tp seyes ak ckp.. prngai ak dlu da dtg balek..... aduyai x tau la saper mngsa plak..huuhuh joke...:P


hurm.... there's one guy y nk knl ngn ak....dier bgus...mmng tiptop r.... tp tu r....nie melibtkn hatie..... mngkn ssh utk nk suka kat org len.... its hard 4 me.... lps aper y blaku.....ak x tau naper ader stngh org..lps clash sng jer ader awex/pakwe bru ...nmpak sgt b4 nie dier men2.....hurm.....


like my sir said " nora ..awk muda lg... time kerja nnt mst bnyk lg sdg mnnti awk... juz focus on ur stdy first..." yups btul sir... 3 taun skjp jer...*sdpkn atie..... insyallah akn dipertemukn  ak lelaki y btul2 trbaek utk ak..ohoh..ameen...


ak da ader trget lam idup ak......... lps abes stdy kerja ngn kkm 3 taun n cntniue with my dgree n master..then work kat dubai... braper taun..then bru balek Malaysia.....hoho.. bru best... hope target ak kali nie mnjadie.. x mcm dlu... tp ak tau kita hanya mmpu merncng...hnya Allah y menntuknnya..

that all... LOLz

Unforgettable Memories ...:)

Assalamualaikum..

eppie sunday ebery one....huuhuh...satu jer nk bgtaw.. SANGAT LETIH..grrrr

i just came back from kl.....mesti org akn kater ..ala stakat kl jer apa la sgt.... mmng btul dkt jer dri ipoh tp aper y ak bwat kat saner y letih.....uhhu

tujuan ak p kl sbb nk p jemput pakwe member ak balek dri german..... plus nk ilang kn stress..huhu

ak p ptg jumaat n balek ptg sabtu... kejap jer...walaupn skjap tp amat mmberi kesan pd idup ak...uhuhhu

ak gerak p saner lam kul 3 ptg n smpai kl sentral lam kul 5 lbh... ak p saner ngn cieda mngunnakn train ETS....lps sampai ak brpisah ngn cieda... dier balek klang ..aku tggu mmber ak kat kl sentral.....kat saner.. ak tggu dri kul 5 suku ingga kul 6.40ptg.... agk pnas jgk la sbb jnji kul 5 tp smpai lmbt...tp nseb bek sbb dier bgtaw jln jam... boleh la trima.... so lps tu kamie cpt2 p solat asar...

after solat... kamie trus p cri tiket ERL utk ke klia... disbbkn x biasa ngan area kl sentral.... 1 kl sentral kamie cri tmpat utk belie tiket...akhirnya jumpa gak.... so kamie naek kl transit..... pkul 7.30 kamie brgrak ke saner.... time perhentian di salak tinggi ader 1 announcement.."perhatian kepada pemegang tiket utk ke lcct..sila gunakn tiket bas y telah diberi utk menaiki bas ke lcct..dan anda dimnta trun di salak tnggi.." mcm tu r.. ak pn da x igt..hooh:P

kamie tgk mmng dier ader mnyediakn tiket utk kamie.. so without further thnking kamie pn trun n ambek bas ke lcct.... kamie igt ia mnuju ke klia...tp lcct... sgt  bodoh kamie pd waktu itu..huuhuh.... so..sampai la kamie kat saner lam kul 8.30 mlm.... lps smpai..kamie pegi lepak kat mcd smbil tggu pakwe mmber ak smpai.....tggu punya tnggu lam kul 10 lbh bru dier call tnya kamie kat maner......

kamie ckp r.. kamie kat mcd dkt ngn merry brown.... n dier kater maner ader merry brown kat mcd......oke kat citu ak da pelik.... so kamie cri2..... smpai mmber ak da fade up giller..tp dlm fade up2 dier smpat lg dier bergmbr ngn sorng model nie namer hanie zalikha ke aper enth ak da lupa..huhu....disbbkn membr ak da give up.. ak pn ckp ngn pakwe dier n suh tnggu kat balai ketibaan dlm negeri..time kat saner.. bru la kamie tau.. kamie berada di tmpt y berbeza... ptt la x jumpa.... jam pd waktu tu da mnunjukkn pukul 1 pg.... kamie pn plan nk jumpa balek kat kl sentral.... mmber ak mmng da x mau jumpa da pakwe dier... malu kot.. klia n lcct pn boleh trtukr....adeh.... tp ak paksa gak mmber ak suh p.... nk wat camne da mmng takdir nk jd camnie....


kamie x tau camne nk p kl sentral ..nseb bek time tu ader bas utk ke kl sntral...naek la kamie bus tu....n sampai lam kul 1.50 pg....time smpai kat kl sentral..sumer da glap....naseb bek r time ptg tu ak da hafl tmpt2 kat kl sentral tu..... mmber ak mmng da mls nk jmpa pakwe dier tp ak paksa gak..uhuh sbb kesian kat pakwe dier.. hotel da di book utk kamie... dier pulak da semalamn dlm flight mesti sgt letih..... time kamie smpai ..tggl dier jer y ngah tggu sorg diri ngn beg bagasi nya di ruang menuggu di kl sentral.... tp y 1 ak respect kat pakwe kwn ak nie.... dier x marh lngsung kat kamie... dier boleh lg trsnyum n tgk kat awex dier... walaupn dier tau nie sumer slh kami.... dier sgt baek.... utng mmber ak dpt dier.... lau laki len mmng da  potpet2 da...

then lps sumer da ader.. kamie pn ambek teksi pegi ke Quality hotel of Kuala Lumpur..... sampai kat saner..mmber2 pakwe dier ngah tggu kamie...ak kongsi bilik ngn membr ak, peyl/ fatimah ..dri td lupa nk knlkn saper mmber ak nie..... oke la y pntg toilet ader bath tab..ngee ... then lps solt isyak n kmskn diri cikit kamie pn jumpa balek kat loby hotel utk pegi dinner lam kul 2.15 pg...masing2 tgh lapar..uhuh...cafe lam hotel da ttp so kamie pn p la merantau cri mknn kat luar smbil jln kaki....agak jauh gak r n takoot.. naseb bek ader pakwe peyl y nmaer dier Lemie.. ak n 2 org lg member  dier..pojan n fdhil..so 2 org pompuan 3 laki...oke la....time nie la ak dpt tgk suasan kl time pgie...1 je ak pikir.. diorg nie x ngtuk ker?? cos msih rmi lg y kuar lepak.... cri punya cri.. jumpa la 1 kedai nie..namer kedai bukharie kot..n kedai tu dkt la dgn club..time nie la ak dpt tgk ank2 muda kuar enjoy mlm2.... y pompuan dgn pkaian seksi nyer..n y laki pompuan keliling pinggang...hurm.. sunggh tragis.... lntak r..sbb dlm kepla otak ak nk mkn jer......lps tu kamie balek ke hotel lam pkul 4 pg..... time balek tu mmng da ngntuk giller r...n trus tdo smpai kul 6.50....n lps subh smbng balek smpai kul 8... ngntuk sgt sbb da 1 mlm x tdo siapkn assgmnt..uhuh


pg tu ak trsedar ngn suara peyl....dier sgt teruja sbb bnyak sgt hadiah y lemi beli.. ak y tgk pn da excited apth lg dier.... her bf sgt baek atie n sweett.... skalie lg ak ckp..brntg mmbr ak...uhuh.... kamie checkout hotel lam kul 11.20 a.m..n x smpat nk breakfast ..uhu...
time tnggu semua org brkumpl.... ader lg adiah utk mmbr ak... 1 guddy beg penuh ngn coklat dri german utk family peyl...sgt romntic..uhhuhu ehm2.. ak pn dapt jugak coklet dri german.. thnks lemi 4 da present..hoh..dpt gak ak merasa brg dri german nie..uhuhhu:P... my feveret is coklet Giotto kat pic sblh... sgt bez....sgt syg utk mkn..huuhu


next destination kamie ke kl sentral sbb nk balek ipoh da..uhuhuh..ke kl sentral kamie naek komuter...smpai saner cpt2 p beli tket ETS balek  ipoh..... kamie brtolak balek ke ipoh lam kul 2......n sampai la ak kat kolej murnie nie....


walaupun semlmn jer ak pegi... tp bnyak pngalamn y ak dpt..... trstuck kat lcct dlm 4 jam..dpt raser suasana di kl sentral  di pagie buta...sgt brlainn kl sntral pd siang harinya rmai org..tp bila pkul 2 pg..snyap n sunyi jer..uhhu pngalamn naek bnyak trnsport awm ..tp bg ak itu pnglmn y sgt br harga....pngalamn nie gak mnjadier pngalamn y lucu utk peyl n lemie...sbb first date diorg pn da jd camnie..uhhuh ak arap sgt ubungn diorg kkl sampai ke syurga.. jgn jd mcm ak suda...trberenti d tgh jln..:(... to peyl...: jga  lemie elop2... he really a nice guy...lau ak tau ko break ngn dier kena ko..ahhah joke :P..to lemi: thanks 4 everything.. n plez jg membr sy nie baek2.. jngn bwat dier mrh n nges.. sbb lau dier mrh bhye..hehhe..i wish da best luck 4 ur relationship..amien.....


tats all.....wasalam....

peyl n lemie..

walau apa pn y brlaku idup kena diteruskn...

i jus wanna say gudbye...mngenali awk sgt mmberi impact lam dirie.. sy.. mngkin kita msih x knl antara 1 samer len....

walaupn sgt mnyakitkn sy tp 

sy ikhlas lpskn awk jika itu y awk nk....

hope we still frenz... gudbye..n thanks 4 everything...:(

starting a new life as a muslimah........

assalamualaikum.......


skunk ak da start study kat Royal College medical perak..... so agak bussy r..huuhuu


ak nk bgtaw..skunk atie ak x stenang dulu.... mngkin trlampau bnyak dosa ak lakukn...... seyes ak ckp...ak nk aku y dahulu..... y selalu cekal dgn hidup..... tidak cepat melatah dg hidup.... n tidak mudah mngalirkn air mater selain kpd Allah..... aku da lamer x menangis kerana Allah seyes ak sgt rindu moment itu...... ak tau skunk ak da prgi trlalu jauh.... smpai x tau jln utk path baleq.......


bwat maser skunk ak sgt butuh Allah.... dgn hanya mngigati Allah y bisa menengkn hati ak......
ak x suka ak y skunk....y mudah sgt mngis kerana bnda y x spttnya.... selalu brsdih pd bnda y spttnya..... ak tau Allah sntiasa ader brsama aku..tp ak y x mnyedari tnttg hal tu.... 


skunk da tiba mser nyer utk ak brubh... brubh sedikit demi sdikit.......karna ak tau idup ak da x lamer bila2 boleh di jmput Ilahhi... so klau x skrang biler lg..... hope ak berjaya mnjadi seorg muslimah sejati y ak impikn..amin......

to gurl..from boy..

Dear Girls (from us guys)... 

*Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. 
It makes us feel secure to know that our girlfriends aren't off flirting with guys we've never heard of. 

*Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. 
We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them. 
When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. 
You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust. 

*On that, don't hump everything that walks into the room. 
We don't care if you talk to other guys. 
We don't care if you're friends with other guys. 
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. 
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. 

*Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. 
Don't tell us we're wrong. 
We'll stop trying to convince you. 
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. 
Yeah, you can quote me. 

*Don't be mad when we hold the door open. 
Smile and say "thank you." 
Let us pay for you. 
Don't "feel bad." 
We enjoy doing it. 
It's expected. 
Smile and say - everybody together now - "thank you." 

*Kiss us when no one's watching. 
If you kiss us when you know nobody's looking we'll be more impressed. 

*You don't have to get dressed up for us. 
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have, put on every kind of makeup you own. 
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are. 

*Don't flirt with guys when we're not around. 
We'll find out. Trust us. 
We have eyes everywhere. 
And when we find out, we're pissed. 
Not necessarily with the guys you flirted with, more-so with you. 

*Don't take everything we say seriously. 
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. 
Don't get angry easily. 
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. 

*Don't talk about how hot Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt is in front of us. 
It's boring, and we don't care. 
You have girlfriends for that. 

*Whatever happened to the word "handsome"? 
Why does everything have to be "hot/sexy"? 
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of. 
Claiming girls or guys to be "hot" shows immaturity. 

**Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change. 
Ditch his sorry, disgrace-to-the-male-population ass, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. 
Someone who will honor your morals. 
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.


now i noe who guy really r..uhu:P

To gurls.....

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,


 who calls you back when you hang up on him,


 who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,


 or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... 


wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,


 who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants,


 who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.


 One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...


 The one who turns to his friends and says, "thats her".... 



i had found my guy.... his name ..ayien/jalil... and he fulfill all the criteria..